I’m very pleased with the early sales figures and reviews of my biography of Alexandra Burke. I would also recommend her album Overcome, which along with the pop classic Bad Boys includes many other winners, including the Girls-Aloud-like Broken Heels, the cheeky Bury Me (6 Feet Under) and the sublime You Broke My Heart.
Anyway, here is a brief extract from my book Alexandra Burke: A Star Is Born. For the full story of her amazing life (including her time singing at Bar Mitzvahs), you can buy it at all good bookstores or online here.
Alexandra Burke burst through the doors leading to the backstage corridor that housed her dressing room at the ITV studios. She was shaking uncontrollably and on the brink of hyperventilation. The 20-year-old north Londoner collapsed against a wall, and a tear started running down her cheek. Her shaking and breathing then became even more alarming. She whispered to herself: ‘Oh my God, what’s happened to my life?’ Falling into the protective arms of fellow contestant Ruth Lorenzo, she burst into hysterical tears.
And this was an hour before the results show crowned her the winner of the fifth series of the smash-hit musical talent show The X Factor.
It had been an emotional evening for Alexandra, and one that capped an extraordinary journey. From her childhood in a north London council flat wondering where her father was, through the school years where she endured brutal experiences. Then came the long, hard slog as she chased musical success. While many girls her age would be partying hard, Alexandra had worked hard, slaved even, taking every opportunity to sing live, however unglamorous – and some of those opportunities were very unglamorous indeed. This commitment culminated in her first crack at The X Factor, which saw her get so near to, yet so far from, success. However, she reacted to that setback as she has all the setbacks in her life: she clenched her fists tighter, held her head high and kept her eyes on the prize, however distant it seemed.
On this evening, the prize was nearly within her grasp. She could almost reach out and touch it. One of three acts in The X Factor final, she knew in her heart that this could be her moment. As is customary among contestants, she never publicly admitted to believing she had a chance of victory, and instead insisted her rivals would leave her finishing a distant third. But all week she had been tipped as the favourite, and a sharp cookie like Alexandra will have known she was very much in with a chance of winning.
‘What’s happened to my life?’ she had asked herself. This was after she had performed onstage with her lifelong hero, soul megastar Beyonce. Onstage, Alexandra sang the first verse and chorus of her idol’s hit ‘Listen’. The lyrics were perfect for the occasion, as the young hopeful soulfully sang every line about being at a crossroads, and it being the time for her dreams to be heard. It was indeed such a time: the whole nation was sitting up and listening. To be able to sing her hero’s song to a live television audience was amazing enough. It was about to get even more amazing for her. ‘Ladies and Gentlemen, I absolutely cannot believe I am about to introduce this woman to the stage,’ she said, as the silhouette of a familiar figure appeared at the back of the stage. ‘Please welcome, my hero – Beyonce!’
As Alexandra’s emotions simmered to the surface, Beyonce positively sauntered on to the stage, gave Alexandra a loving, protective look, took her hand and together they duetted the remainder of the song. Despite – or perhaps because of – her emotional state, Alexandra hit all her notes with soulful perfection.
Having nearly broken down with emotion at the song’s conclusion, Alexandra staggered to the backstage area as her emotions came simmering to the surface. She eventually composed herself and was ready to sing her final song of the evening, which was her last chance to swing the national vote in her favour. True to form, she sang ‘Hallelujah’ like a seasoned pro. They talk about performers making songs their own. Well, Alexandra was well and truly claiming ownership of this tune. Then she returned backstage to wait for the results to come through. Once more, she reflected on where she had come from, and where she was going to.
A knock came on her dressing room door. It was time to return to the stage for the results…
Alexandra Burke: A Star Is Born is out now.